Quantum Hive Studios

I am a Missouri native and have traveled all over, both within and outside the country. Two years ago, I went through Dark Night of the Soul. It been a year and three months since I fully awakened spiritually. I believe in the collective consciousness; we, as humans, have Source (God) within us. We came from Source, and we will return to Source. Source is all around us and within all. I am now walking my life path, not fighting against it. I am grateful for the chance to consciously experience what I came to Earth to accomplish. Life has been an enlightening existence, and spreading love, joy, and unity is an incredible ability to share with one another.

I am a mental health advocate. There are far too many people taking their own lives every day, and I understand how dark it can get. I am here to share my experiences with those who need and want to hear them. We are all beautiful and from Source. I don't want anyone to feel what I felt in my darkest hours or experience what I experienced. We are all worthy of love and deserving of a happy life. I was my own worst enemy, and the nothing was devouring me. I love The NeverEnding Story.

A year ago, I realized what was meant for me: creating art, music, and connecting with my soul tribe to spread my light as far as I can. I know I wasn't a perfect human; I made mistakes, but I learned from them. Now it's time to move on and be the best human I can be. I have forgiven myself and those I needed to forgive. I am at peace with the person I am today, even though I still have my struggles. I struggle, but it's my perception of the experiences I get to have that makes life so much brighter, along with healthy boundaries (Alligator moat and drawbridge—just kidding). There are so many lessons yet to learn, and that is the beauty of life. We can make mistakes, and as long as we learn from them and let those experiences change us, hopefully for the better, we can let things go and allow the energy to pass. We are capable of having a good witness of consciousness.

A year ago, I started producing music. I have loved electronic music since the early 1990s. I was a candy kid when I was younger, and underground raves were my thing. Every weekend, I would head down to the club, basement, or rundown building to dance. Times were different then. My love for electronic music, especially techno, all started with Cari Lekebusch, aka Braincell, back in the 1990s. That Swedish techno tickled my synapses, and I was forever in love with techno from that moment on.

There have been so many great producers and phenomenal DJs over the years. Nothing beats spinning some vinyl to get the electronic juices flowing. I remember the first time I heard psytrance live at a rave and the eargasm I had—love at first listen. It was the darkest, most psychedelic-sounding music I had ever heard. I can't even begin to count how many psytrance DJs I have witnessed in my day. Psytrance will always hold the most real estate in my little ear hearts. I can't imagine another day passing that I don't make some sort of weird sound and try to put at least one filter on it. I love sound engineering and producing music. It is the best thing I ever decided to try.